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Healing?

Could I be healing? I go to work and something feels better and it makes absolutely no sense. I walk in and for whatever reason I know what to do and even the wrong I do is not crippling and in some respects is even liberating. Some thoughts:
1. I am with a population that I can relate to. I never feel too stupid. I realize that others live with labels that I have tried to endure.
2. I can say what I feel and see what happens. I for example comment on how the painnters make the house into chaos and there is a quip that the painter has the same name Gary as myself.
3. My sweater is inside out and I feel foolish. The manager makes light of it as being a new style. I laugh at myself. Putting it on wrong is not end.
4. Life is journey. I like the idea of taking these guys to another place. It reflects my own definition of life.
5. I laugh when I consider I have no talent for a talent show. Yet I can work overnight. I am reminded of my singing talent by my manager.
6. Dinner is cooking as I arrive. I am not overwhelmed by the task. I do what I can. I am creative.