The Definition of Insanity

Strange Is Me

So before I begin my midnight post, I want to say a giant thank you to beginnerwrath *grin* If you’re new to my blog or just passing through, GO READ HER WORKS! They are very good. Now to what we’re discussing today: dating.

Because I’m bored and it’s late and I should probably be asleep, I’m going to write. HI! Yeah. Anyway dear friends, how do you feel about dating? Me personally, I have no idea. I’ve only really dated one guy and it didn’t last long (but the outcome later was good. Hello God ) but I was happy with it. I’m wondering now how I would feel dating la niña because honestly, so pretty. It’s heavily heavily frowned upon where I live so that would happen when I was 18 and gone but still. I’m not really attracted to looks, so I don’t know what “attraction” really means though. I can notice if someone is pretty, but I don’t get ‘feelings’ if that makes sense. And that brings me to this point: I’ve never kissed anyone or done anything else beyond that.

I don’t know if I’m just a late bloomer or weird. Everyone tells teenagers not to go past kissing really and I get it. But for me...I don’t even think I want to kiss so no problems from me I want cuddles, stupid pictures, surprise dates because that sounds sweet, and plain old love. Honesty, communication, commitment, kindness, that’s what I would look for in a person; I don’t care about looks.

So I guess what I’m asking is, does anyone understand what I’m saying?