Gratitude breaks the spell of Writers Block |
Staring at a blank page is like staring into a snowfield. The snow, untouched by civilization and unmarked by living creatures, blinds you for a few minutes, it glistens reflecting subtle shades of pure white and rainbows at odd angles. If you stare at the snow too long, you get lost in the interplay of light and shadow. As the day wears on, you become awestruck at the beauty of the snow's perfection. You marvel at the way an oak tree cast its ebony shadow across the pure white snow. You watch the tree's shadow change, grow and shrink, as Earth turns and the sun moves from morning to evening. If you stand out in the snow too long without moving, you risk snow bite or freezing. If you are fortunate, a red fox will walk across your line of sight. The fox will leave his footprints written in the snowfield. As you watch the fox move, the spell holding you in one spot staring at the snow is broken. You are free to go inside out of the cold and out of danger. I must say, writing 500 words a day isn't difficult, unless I'm attempting to write on a single subject. On Monday, October 28, 2013, I began posting my weekly goals at "Weekly Goals" . On Tuesday, October 29, 2013 I began keeping track of may accomplished goals in this journal. "O SON OF BEING! Bring thyself to account each day ere thou art summoned to a reckoning; for death, unheralded, shall come upon thee and thou shalt be called to give account for thy deeds." Bah'u'll'h The Hidden Words of Bah'u'll'h, Part I.'From the Arabic, #31, page 11 'Heinlein's Rules for Writers Rule One: You Must Write Rule Two: Finish What Your Start Rule Three: You Must Refrain From Rewriting, Except to Editorial Order Rule Four: You Must Put Your Story on the Market Rule Five: You Must Keep it on the Market until it has Sold' Robert A. Heinlein It is enjoined upon every one of you to engage in some form of occupation, such as crafts, trades and the like. We have graciously exalted your engagement in such work to the rank of worship unto God, the True One. Ponder ye in your hearts the grace and the blessings of God and render thanks unto Him at eventide and at dawn. Waste not your time in idleness and sloth. Occupy yourselves with that which profiteth yourselves and others. Thus hath it been decreed in this Tablet from whose horizon the day-star of wisdom and utterance shineth resplendent. Baha'u'llah, Tablets of Baha'u'llah Revealed After the Kitab-i-Aqdas, Pages 21-29: gr 32 I changed the way I did entries in this book several times. Beginning on March 21, 2018 the entries will cover the topics of spiritual, inspirational, and religions. However, the genres it will be under are Women's, Inspirational, and Spiritual with a tag of Religious. |
Jamal (Beauty) 14 Ala (Loftiness) 177 B.E. - Sunday, March 14, 2021 Ten Days of Happiness: Day 4 Get outside and do something active. Going outside to do something active probably won't happen today. I'll get up and stretch either before or after I each prayer session. Put on a song you love and have a daytime dance party. I'm not comfortable dancing, either by myself or in a crowd. The songs that make me happiest are spiritual in nature, next are some of the songs I heard as a teenager (those are dance songs). I enjoy playing the music and singing along with the songs. I don't enjoy dancing to the songs. Set a timer to remind you to move every hour. I don't have a timer beside my computer. We may have a kitchen timer, but I don't know where it is. We could have lost the kitchen timer in a move, it really doesn't matter to me because I prefer to look at the clock on my computer and decide when to get up and stretch. What will you do today to be active? I will get up, walk through the house, and go to the door to see what's going on in the neighborhood every time I stop writing to say a prayer. "O God! Refresh and gladden my spirit. Purify my heart. Illumine my powers. I lay all my affairs in Thy hand. Thou art my Guide and my Refuge. I will no longer be sorrowful and grieved; I will be a happy and joyful being. O God! I will no longer be full of anxiety, nor will I let trouble harass me. I will not dwell on the unpleasant things of life. O God! Thou art more friend to me than I am to myself. I dedicate myself to Thee, O Lord." 'Abdu'l-Baha1 It's four days into this ten day happiness project. The project is somewhat enjoyable. The questions and exercises are nice. The focus is on me, as an individual, and how I can make myself happy. It's good that some of the exercises are contacting other people and telling them thank you for being family and friends. (This is my interpretation of some of the exercises.) I will write more about my feelings concerning these exercises in three or four days. Footnotes |
Jalal (Glory) 13 Ala (Loftiness) 177 B.E. - Saturday, March 13, 2021 Ten Days of Happiness: Day 3 Contact someone you care about to say "Hi" and let them know you're thinking of them. Called my sister and left her a message. Call a family member or a friend and take a real interest in what’s happening in their life by really listening and asking questions. Called my sister and left her a message. Think about a quality you admire in someone and let them know how much you appreciate it. I admire the way Alice care for her family. Which relationship will you strengthen today and how? I will strengthen the relationship with my sister by saying a prayer for her and calling her this afternoon. |
Istiqlal (Independence) 12 Ala (Loftiness) 177 B.E. - Friday, March 12, 2021 Ten Days of Happiness: Day 2 Take five deep breaths. Notice how your body moves as you breathe in and out. When I take deep breaths I can feel my lungs expanding and my chest rising. Close your eyes. Name five sounds that you hear. Television in another room. Airplane flying over neighborhood. Car driving past apartment. Refrigerator running. Child crying out side. Notice how you're feeling right now, with awareness but without judgement. I feel relaxed. My mind is calm and unworried. How will you be more present today? I will be more present as I say each prayer today . I will focus on the words and let them flow through my mind. |
Istijlal (Majesty) 11 Ala (Loftiness) 177 B.E. - Thursday, March 11, 2021 On the second Thankful Thursday in March 2021, I am grateful... ...that I received the following merit badges between 3/5/21 and 3/11/21. ...for the fresh brewed coffee I had on this late winter morning. ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. ...for the banana I had to go with my coffee this morning. ...that I began the 10 Days of Happiness exercises today. ...for the Revelation of Baha'u'llah because He revealed prayers that calm me when I am under stress. ...that I was able to transfer $5.02 from Survey Junkie to my PayPal account. ...for the Arizona Watermelon Fruit Cocktail I had with my lunch. |
Istijlal (Majesty) 4 Ala (Loftiness) 177 B.E. - Thursday, March 4, 2021 On the first Thankful Thursday in March 2021, I am thankful ... ...that I received several merit badges between 2/26/21 and 3/4/21. ...for fresh brewed coffee on this chilly late winter morning. ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn. ...for the Oreo cookies I had to go with my coffee this morning. ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn. ...for the spaghetti I had for my brunch today. |
Kamal (Perfection) 1 Ala (Loftiness) 177 B.E. - Monday, March 1, 2021 Feast of Ala Facebook Status Update Chilly March morning 19-Day Fast has begun with beautiful prayers Jalal (Glory) 6 Ala (Loftiness) 177 B.E. - Saturday, March 6, 2021 Facebook status Update Happy Saturday Sunshine penetrates gray clouds Wind whispers through palms Jamal (Beauty) 7 Ala (Loftiness) 177 B.E. - Sunday, March 7, 2021 Facebook Status Update Las Vegas in March Gray clouds dim the sun's bright light Neighbor walks her dog Istijlal (Majesty) 11 Ala (Loftiness) 177 B.E. - Thursday, March 11, 2021 Facebook Status Update Happy Thankful Thursday! Today I'm thankful for the prayer that Baha'u'llah revealed for for the Fast. Thankful Thursday Gratitude Happy Thankful Thursday! Today I am grateful for Baha'u'llah, and the prayers He revealed. Istiqlal (Independence) 12 Ala (Loftiness) 177 B.E. - Friday, March 12, 2021 Facebook Status Update I pause, take a deep breath and intone the prayer for America. Fidal (Grace) 16 Ala (Loftiness) 177 B.E. - Tuesday, March 16, 2021 Facebook Status Update I sip from the chalice of God's Word, Prayers revealed by Baha'u'llah. Istqlal (Independence) 19 Ala (Loftiness) 177 B.E. - Friday, March 19, 2021 Facebook Status Update Today, March 19, 2021, is the 100th anniversary of my Mother's birth. Jamal (Glory) 1Baha (Splendor) 178 B.E. - Saturday, March 20, 2021 Naw-Ruz and Feast of Baha Facebook Status Update Joyful Naw-Ruz! Inhale the tranquility and raise your voices in praise. Not Sure of the Date Facebook Status Update Beautiful morning Birds singing in the pine trees Windy afternoon Jamal (Beauty) 9 Baha (Splendor) 178 B.E. - Sunday, March 28, 2021 Facebook Status Update On the last Sunday in March 2021, I inhale the morning chill and wonder if spring is really here Kamal (Perfection) 10 Baha (Splendor) 178 B.E. - Monday, March 29, 2021 Facebook Status Update Black cats are good luck When the rub against your leg They are giving you their good luck |
Istijlal (Majesty) 1 Ayyam-I-Ha (Days of Ha) 177 B.E. - Thursday, February 25, 2021 On the last Thankful Thursday in February 2021 i am thankful ... ...that I have $3.11 in my Survey Junkie account. ...for the fresh brewed coffee I had this morning. ...that today is the first day of Ayyam-I-Ha. ...for the Oreo cookies and banana I had to go with my coffee this morning. ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. ...for the cheese pizza I had for breakfast. ...that I have finished 10 poems in the 100 I'm writing to commemorate the centenary of the Ascension of 'Abdu'l-Baha. ...for the cream of mushroom soup and the chicken sandwich I had for lunch ...that I receive a merit badge between 2/19/21 & 2/25/21. |
Istijlal (Majesty) 13 Mulk (Dominion) 177 B.E. - Thursday, February 18, 2021 On the third Thankful Thursday in February 2021, I am grateful for the fresh brewed coffee I had this morning. Coffee is one of God's wonderful gifts to humanity. I am grateful for the merit badges I received between 2/12/21 and 2/18/21. I am thankful that Mema was playing with an almost empty roll of toilet paper, because it gave me an idea for today's Facebook Status Update. "I finally figured out why people were hoarding toilet paper last year. It was because their cats needed it to play with during lock down." I am grateful for the chocolate chip cookies I had to go with my coffee this morning. Chocolate is another one of God's gifts to humanity. I am thankful that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn. |
Istijlal (Majesty) 6 Mulk (Dominion) 177 B.E. - Thursday, February 11, 2021 On the second Thankful Thursday in February 2021, I am grateful ... ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. ...for fresh brewed black coffee on this late fall morning. ...that I received three merit badges between February 5-11, 2021. ...for the Arizona sweet tea I had with my lunch today. ...that I have $19.75 in my Inbox Dollars account. ...for Mema because she enjoys laying in my lap and purring, which helps keep my blood pressure low. ...that I have $1.52 in my Survey Junkie account. |
Fidal (Grace) 4 Mulk (Dominion) 177 B.E. - Tuesday, February 9, 2021 Facebook Status Update Today is a good day because I woke with God's Most Great Name on my lips and echoing through my mind. Kamal (Perfection) 10 Mulk (Dominion) 177 B.E. - Monday, February 15, 2021 President's Day In Baha'u'llah's Name In Baha'u'llah's name I ask, for the ability to teach God's Cause, and for guidance to us my talents in accordance with God's will. In Baha'u'llah's name I ask, to be independent of all save God, and to love humanity. In Baha'u'llah's name I ask, for help the walk the Path of Faith, and strength to serve the cause of God. Fidal (Grace) 11 Mulk (Dominion) 177 B.E. - Tuesday, February 16, 2021 Facebook Status Update On Tranquility Tuesday, I contemplate the Feast of 'Ala', the beginning of the Month of Loftiness, and the 19-Day Fast. At 74-- and beyond the age of fasting-- I look forward to saying the Fasting prayers. Jamal (Beauty) 16 Mulk (Dominion) 177 B.E. - Sunday, February 21, 2021 Facebook Status Update A few days until Ayyam-I-Ha, a time of happiness and sharing, a time to remember the joy of knowing Baha'u'llah. Kamal (Perfection) 17 Mulk (Dominion) 177 B.E. - Monday, February 22, 2021 Facebook Status Update Motivation: God Most Great Name intoned on a chilly late winter morning is a positive start to the day. Fidal (Grace) 18 Mulk (Dominion) 177 B.E. - Tuesday, February 23, 2021 Ayyam-I-Ha begins at sunset on February 24 and ends at sunset on February 28. Let's make these Day of Joy and sharing. Idal (Justice) 19 Mulk (Dominion) 177 B.E. - Wednesday, February 24, 2021 Facebook Status Update In about four days the Fast will begin. At 74, I'm looking forward to saying the prayer revealed for the Fast. Istijlal (Majesty) 1 Ayyam-I-Ha (Days of Ha) 177 B.E. - Thursday, February 25, 2021 Facebook Status Update Happy Ayyam-I-Ha! Prayer of Gratitude O Lord, thank you for Ayyam0I-Ha, for the joyful Day of Ha, for your gracious forgiveness of our sins, and for today's beautiful weather. |
Istijlal (Majesty) 18 Sultan (Sovereignty) 177 B.E. - Thursday, February 4, 2021 On the first Thankful Thursday in February 2021, I am thankful ... ...for the merit badges I received this week (1/29/21-2/4/21). Each day, each month, brings a new reason to give thanks and praise God. |
Istijlal (Majesty) 11 Sultan (Sovereignty) 177 B.E. - Wednesday, January 28, 2021 On the last Thankful Thursday in January 2021, I am grateful ... ...for the chocolate cake I had to go with my coffee this morning. ...that I was able to post a Thankful Thursday Gratitude list for "Thankful Thursday: January 21, 2021" . ...for the fresh brewed coffee I had on this chilly late winter morning. ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. ...for the merit badges I have received this week. |
Istijlal (Majesty) 4 Sultan (Sovereignty) 177 B.E. - Thursday, January 21, 2021 Today I am grateful ... ...that I was able to use my power chair when I went to pick up my Senior commodities today. ...for the merit badges I received this week. ...that "2020: The Good, The Bad, and The Weird" was featured in "Comedy Newsletter (January 20, 2021)" . |
Istijlal (Majesty) 16 Sharaf (Honor) 177 B.E. - Thursday, January 14, 2021 On the second Thankful Thursday in January 2021, I am grateful ... ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. ...for the merit badges I received this week for 4 years participation in "The Contest Challenge" . ...that I was able to catch up on all the bills this month, so that I can begin February without owing any past due bills. ...for fresh brewed coffee on this beautiful winter morning. ...that I was able to order a Baha'i datebook for 178 B.E. in January. Last year I had to wait until April--almost a month after Naw-Ruz--to order the datebook. ...for the breakfast sweet roll I had with my coffee. ...that I discovered another quote by 'Abdu'l-Baha, because it will help inspire one or more of the 100 poems I am writing for the centenary commemoration of his ascension. "The darkness of this gloomy night shall pass away. Again the Sun of Reality will dawn from the horizon of the hearts. Have patience, wait but do not sit idle; work while you are waiting; smile when you are wearied with monotony; be firm while everything around you is being shaken; be joyous while the ugly face of despair grins at you; speak aloud while the malevolent forces of the nether world try to crush your mind; be valiant and courageous while men all around you are cringing with fear and cowardice. Do not yield to the overwhelming power of tyranny and despotism. Serve the cause of democracy and freedom. Continue your journey to the end. The bright day is coming. The nucleus of the new race is forming. The harbinger of the new ideals of international justice is appearing. The trees of hope will become verdant; the copper of scorn and derision will be transmuted into the gold of honor and praise; the arid desert of ignorance will be transformed into the luxuriant garden of knowledge; the threatening clouds shall be dispelled and the stars of faith and charity will again twinkle in the clear heaven of consciousness." Abdu’l-Bahá ...for the obsidian bracelet I received as a late Christmas present from my roommate. ...that I was able to finish cleaning out my g-mail in box this week. |
Istiqlal (Independence) 10 Sharaf (Honor) 177 B.E. - Friday, January 8, 2021 Facebook Status update Remember, the depth of the darkness indicate the brightness of the light; don't let this present darkness discourage you, we will pass through it into a brighter and united future. Jalal (Glory) 6 Sultan (Sovereignty) 177 B.E. - Saturday, January 23, 2021 Facebook Status Update January 2021 is a blessed month, when stress seems to fade into the cloudy sky. |
Istijlal (Majesty) 9 Sharaf (Honor) 177 B.E. - Thursday, January 7, 2021 On the first Thankful Thursday in 2021, I am thankful for a New Year and a new decade; for the hope I receive from studying the scriptures revealed by Baha'u'llah. the Bab, and 'Abdu'l-Baha; for the Prayer for America: O Thou kind Lord! This gathering is turning to Thee. These hearts are radiant with Thy love. These minds and spirits are exhilarated by the message of Thy glad-tidings. O God! Let this American democracy become glorious in spiritual degrees even as it has aspired to material degrees, and render this just government victorious. Confirm this revered nation to upraise the standard of the oneness of humanity, to promulgate the Most Great Peace, to become thereby most glorious and praiseworthy among all the nations of the world. O God! This American nation is worthy of Thy favors and is deserving of Thy mercy. Make it precious and near to Thee through Thy bounty and bestowal. Footnotes |
Istijlal {Majesty), 2 Sharaf (Honor) 177 B.E. - Thursday, December 31, 2020 On the last Thankful Thursday in 2020, I am thankful ... ...for fresh brewed coffee on this cold winter morning. ...that the Gregorian year of 2020 is finally coming to an end. ...for the cheese burger, fries, and soda I had for lunch. |
Istijlal {Majesty), 14 Masa'il (Questions) 177 B.E. - Thursday, December 24, 2020 On the fourth Thankful Thursday in December 2020, I am grateful ... ...for the Christmas sweater I received yesterday. ...that I received two merit badges today. ...for fresh brewed hot coffee on this winter morning. ...that we went to a neighbor's house for my birthday party today. ...for the chocolates and other items I received for my birthday. |
Istijlal {Majesty), 7 Masa'il (Questions) 177 B.E. - Thursday, December 17, 2020 On the third Thankful Thursday in December 2020, I am grateful ... ...that I have, so far, survived 2020. ...for fresh brewed hot coffee on this late autumn morning. ...that I remembered to fill both of my pillboxes today. ...for the banana to go with my coffee this morning. ...that I completed 52 weeks of "I Write in 2020" . |
Fidal {Grace), 5 Masa'il (Questions) 177 B.E. - Tuesday, December 15, 2020 Facebook Status Update Winter is here, and the cold seeps into my bones. All I want for my birthday is a large or extra large ugly Christmas sweater. Idal {Justice), 6 Masa'il (Questions) 177 B.E. - Wednesday, December 16, 2020 Facebook Status Update Happy Holidays and a Joyous New Year, let's make 2021 a year full of friendship and cheer. Jalal {Glory), 9 Masa'il (Questions) 177 B.E. - Saturday, December 19, 2020 Facebook Status Update I remember snow ice cream, made by my grandmother on a cold December day. |