I take you in

I take you in; you defile me without
remorse
My mind already soured by disorder
depends on you now
You trash my soul further severing
the string that holds me above the
reservoir level
my savior no longer knows me
I'm blackened and sluggish; I turned
my back and now I'm slipping away
from free will and all that is good
Great defiler I need you now more
than ever
I'm drowning; It's too late for me