I Have To

"I Have To"

If I leave you today
Will you swear you'll turn away
Cause demons die but they'll never really
Go away
I’d like for you to see
There is nothing you can do for me
Take what we had and hide it all away
Remember me that way
It’s all you have left of me
All our memories
Innocence morphs to confidence
As I run away
You’re no hero and we both know
You can’t save this
Yes I realize you were everything
I believed in
But if feeling ain’t believing
All these beautiful things
Are only our illusions

--K.B. Jones