You could go with a parent OR GUARDIAN. Maybe you could meet somebody else your age here who's going with a parent. You can earn money. Sell your writing. You can live without the website for a few days, because you'll be with a lot of 'em there. You could ask to use someone elses' laptop if you're gonna die!
You don't have to personally know anybody, that's the point. You meet them in the lounge, get to know a few people here, and then go meet them in person.