Red Opium.

Well, you made a plan not to cut until you moved out again, so maybe make another.
To say you won't cut ever again makes the feat seem almost impossible, so take baby steps. I'm pretty sure they say the same thing about all addictions, one step at a time.

I'm sorry to hear you're having a tough time. Hopefully when things settle down you'll feel better.

-Ashley
In Your Dirtiest Pants