Red Opium.

Well, last night my dad went into the hospital. He's still there now. Trying to figure out if he had a heart attack. I was/am so worried, though I'm sure he'll be fine. I wanted to cut so bad last night, though. The only thing that got me through was remembering what my dad's girlfriend had said to me yesterday, telling me not to freak out, and telling me that if I DID freak out, I'd be back to my moms house - or rather, the hospital near my moms house - before I could blink. So I made it through. Made it through my birthday, made it through that, even with... everything. Anyway, just dropping a line. How's everything with you guys?