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hello my name is Audrianna , I just turned twenty. . . I am experiencing a wave of excitement. . I mean sexual excitement. All the boys want my sex. sudenly. There is 3 boys. one was a one night deal for sure. one was this one who calls every 4 to 6 months for some. and they other will just do oral sex. so my sex life is great I suppose. I mean I am feeling like a slut a little bit.. but isnt this what guys do to us girls? the one that calls me every few months i thought was the love of my life. . at one point. he invites me over he deals with his plants. . he cuddles with me. . he talks to me a little bit. . grabs my hair and kisses me. . he then takes me in the room to do our thing,... then he wants to take me home. . . hasnt called. and prolly wont call for months. should I end this? or what should I do. i would love to be with him. . .but it doesnt seem like he really likes me. idk help.