The Pain of Love

trying to explain my feelings about another guy..

I can see the worry
in your eyes
that lingers there
and wonders if
I'd leave you-
I wish there was a way
to explain it all
but I guess that since
things never
ended between us
and words were
never spoken,
I constantly wonder
what had been left loose
that summer
of love and lust with him.
I feel this emotion
that is still inside me
and wants to know
desperately,
what he thinks.
to desperately
touch him once more,
so that what was started
can be finished.