I am lighting the world

this describes me right now... Do you think you could beat me down and keep me there? nope

This song really inspired me. Why? Because I was just like those people in the video, isolated alone saddened by the thought of life. I was depressed because no one wanted me I their little group or even to be around them at all, that is unless they wanted something or to be the butt of everyone’s jokes and such. So, I know exactly how it feels to be treated like that. If it happens long enough, you begin to believe it and after decades of being treated like that, yes, I did say decades, I learned that it was a bunch of bull.
I had recently found out that the reason someone kept me around was because I could do things for her house that she could not, basically because I’m a man, and it wasn’t because she loved me. And her family rejected me from the beginning, but no one told me.
Someone I met lit the fireworks inside me. Some one special and different than all the others. I did all I could for her at the time, but sadly it was not enough, and she took my heart apart and destroyed it again. But before I slipped back into the darkness once again, I recognized the fireworks in me one again.
And thankfully years later, even though neither of them will talk to me again. I recognize that I am worth so much more than they gave me credit for, and it is their loss. I am finally planning my wedding, where I will be running the DJ board for it… In other words, I am happy.
So, by this I am gonna let my fireworks show even though there are those people out there who don’t want it to show, they are. And they are bright, bright enough to light up the world.