I thought of you today

Memories, grief

I thought of you today...
I thought about your face, your hair, your skin- without the scars
I thought about your voice, your tone, your walk-
I thought about how your smile, your laugh could light up a room.
You were so gentle, so kind
You looked so mild, so peaceful, so calm.
I think about the future
When you won’t have any scars to see.
When you’ll be whole again.
I think about when you’ll be complete, not running away from yourself.
You’ll be the way you should’ve been, without any doubts.
I see the future you, the future me- the way we should’ve been.
Soon, the way I see you will be the way it should’ve been, the way you should’ve lived, the way you should’ve seen me live too...the way life should’ve been ...for eternity.