I feel writing calling to me again. My fiance is currently undergoing chemotherapy for Hodgekin's Lymphoma in 4th stage. I am strong for him, but I need a way to express the panic that has consumed my insides. I hope that I can find a release by opening myself back up to my writing. I've spent many months hiding from life, from love...from reality. This needs to be my new hiding place while I find my true self in this world.