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Boulevard of Broken Dreams

by Dr Matticakes Myra

Rated: 18+ · Book · Personal · #940540

Walk through his own boulevard... Welcome to Matt's Blog

I know I stole the title from a song by Green Day but only because this covers most of my past and well how I feel now and I guess I'll look into the future too because this is where all my ramblings are going to be held. All the things that go through my mind, so sometimes it'll be completely random and you probably won't have a clue what I'm talking about but other times you will understand.

Pretty please don't judge what you read here because this isn't just a story this is life for some of us, I'd appreciate it if you respected that...

Oh yeah if you tend to be a bit more fluffy then I would strongly advise you not to walk down this road, this is a story that happened... so there is nothing to blunt the truth.

(For Staryl : omae wa mada hanatarekozai (jks))

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10 Most Recent Blog Comments:

BlueMoon

Jun 11, 2015 at 12:51pm
In response to "Ahhh The Meaning of Life"

It's not always as simple as black and white as some people believe. My dad I'd say would be one who sees black or white. But I think I'm more like my mom in thinking things aren't always one way or the other. Life is complicated and can be confusing sometimes. I'm sorry about your friend and I'm sure you heard that a lot. I believe that God can look into a person's heart and see they're hurting and in a real bad place. God is a just and merciful God and he takes everything into consideration as he sees the big picture while we can't. I wish you well on your walk through life and that even through your darkest hour God is watching over you and loving you.

Tornado Day

Apr 10, 2010 at 7:51pm
In response to "Something Beautiful"

See, apparently I have no clue.......I read this one post and I didn't see what the others who wrote it saw........I read wonder.......I read knowledge. That there is pain in healing, and beauty in sorrow........well, some people never see how true that is..... I loved this post.......and I think you will be fine......because you realize something that most do not......that the greatest journey begins when we look inside ourselves......... Beautiful.........and clear.....

Tornado (Bobbie)

AliceNgoreland

Feb 8, 2009 at 1:14pm
In response to "Love Song"

What is love? To me, it is the to be with, of knowing someone and understanding all of the short comings. Love is waiting through the icky stuff. It knowing and sharing the tiniest things of our lives and finding joy in them.

AliceNgoreland

Feb 8, 2009 at 1:11pm
In response to "Vintage Characters"

I read the poem you wrote for Writers Cramp and I thought I would pop by. Boy, I thought I was neglectful of my blog.

I have never done such an exercise for any of my characters. It is interesting to read.

Have you not found though that when you are writing that the characters seem to sometimes decided their own path and can really surprise you? To me, that is one of the delights of writing.

Zane_Black

May 9, 2007 at 10:33am
In response to "Something Beautiful"

Hello, well what can I say, I've read your blog and something told me that I should perhaps write something uplifting. But I've come to believe that when people do that, that maybe they have no clue as to what pain can lead a person to do. I am sure that everyone has been through their own kind of hell, or maybe not. I know I have, almost certainly different from yours. Not worse or harder but most ceratinly different. And in my experience, Time does heal all wounds, to a point. Getting there isnt easy. but you do if you want to. I've seen loved ones die, leave for no reason and so on and so forth. Living life on lifes terms is something I've recently had to learn. Life is what you make of it. Destiny is yours to mold and follow or not, you'll always get to where your going no matter what path you chose. The path you chose will determine what you will encounter and how you will live. I do rammble dont I? Have no idea what Iam trying to say or if Iam making any sense at all. I'll leave you with this, somethng that was told to me many years ago, that still works to this day.
~Smile, it makes people wonder what you've been up to.~
~Z~

Rainbowapple

Mar 21, 2007 at 5:35pm
In response to "Gravity of Love"

I can relate...having been down a similar path, myself. Maybe not the exact same road, but some of your sentiments struck me. Surely haven't walked a mile in your shoes. I've encountered a lotta people of the "Get Over It" mentality. There's a lot more to it than that, as you recognize. The passage of time dosen't make it any easier, either.

I have an article on grief in my port, if you're interested...

Take care.

ShellySunshine

Mar 21, 2007 at 10:46am
In response to "Something Beautiful"

Hi,
I know you don't know me and you don't have to if you don't want to, I took the liberty of reading your blog. I must say not that I enjoyed reading your pain. I did enjoy the way you wrote about your life.Your right not for the faint of heart. But hell life is not easy we are looking for something or someone to make it make sense. Not sure it ever will but we keep trying! Never give up! the sun shines with out us! Might as well enjoy it while it is out.
Thanks for sharing!
Shelly

Staryl free as a Sparrow

Nov 12, 2006 at 5:23pm
In response to "Lilac Wine"

Angel of Hell?

Dr Matticakes Myra

Jun 25, 2005 at 4:59am
In response to "Earliest Times"

Indeed

Staryl free as a Sparrow

Jun 24, 2005 at 12:25pm
In response to "Earliest Times"

Twisted

February 18, 2005 at 6:12am

#329069

First things First

Everyday we learn new things and i for one always try to make my world bigger. As sad as that sounds I'm not some geeky young 'bof' from an uptown school. I'm a fifteen year old punk who is simply being who he is, who he can be... Who I am.
I love music, rock music especially... It's one of the things that keeps me sane when it becomes to much. Most of the time I'm fairly happy - go - lucky on the outside. I love to have fun and go blading with my mates - I love them so much, they're probably the most important thing to me. More often then not I end up crashing at their place when I argue with 'mon pere' which is a common occurence. My father, being my father, I suppose I have to love him but I fear him too. He hates music, is homophobic, most of the time pissed out of his skull, and he'd kill me if he ever found out what I am. I'm not making it that clear. But oh well, live with it you'll catch on if you haven't.

.... Sometimes I think to myself... It's not fair, why the hell can't I be normal. But I'm not like the majority, I'm not 'normal' and I'm never going to be, I'll make enemies no matter where I go. As much as I hate to say it it's impossible for me, or anyone else, to be accepted by everyone. There will always be haters, always people who want to hurt me, you. That's the way of life... mudabane.... C'est la Vie...

Ja ne

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