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Bits and pieces
         As I do not have internet at home, I only get to write in snippets; in between work tasks; as I sit at my shift from 15:30 to 04:00. I live a bit out of the way, and they want too much for the hook up. Perhaps, in time, I will put out the expense, but not at this moment. So....if anyone goes to read any of my work...especially my "Novella"....please understand that one chapter is not complete until you see an entry for the beginning of the next. If you begin to read a chapter, and there is no further entry below it, it is still a work in progress. That is, until the final chapter, of course. That entry will be finished when I add the word final to the entry title. I hope someone gets interested in my musings at some point.
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June 9, 2021 at 6:43pm
June 9, 2021 at 6:43pm
         The time has come for me to put away childish things, and pick up the tools to create a brighter tomorrow. I live inside my head, and fear to look without. However, unless I push beyond the boundaries of my comfort zone, I will never feel free.
June 12, 2017 at 9:48pm
June 12, 2017 at 9:48pm

         I find that, as the dementia I'm prone to develop begins to touch the edges of my mind, words tend to go behind walls and hide. I can see the wall, and I know the word is behind it, but I have to coax it out of its shelter to be used and abused.

June 5, 2017 at 4:25am
June 5, 2017 at 4:25am
I'm rather proud of my work, lately, and am glad I've decided to unplug in a way.

I have to be plugged in for my job, and to write on here, but (other than that) I have cut out so many other things, and am starting to feel more human.

I've even managed to get some projects done.

What I've done may not impress anyone else, but it's going a long way in helping my constant struggle with depression...so...GO ME!!!
May 29, 2017 at 11:55pm
May 29, 2017 at 11:55pm
Thank you!
May 28, 2017 at 1:00am
May 28, 2017 at 1:00am
It's so wonderful; our time together; I never want it to end.....

Until he annoys me.

Even then, within only a short while, I miss him and wish he would come home.

Oh, the life of being married to a truck driver.
May 21, 2017 at 7:24pm
May 21, 2017 at 7:24pm
I want to go home.
May 20, 2017 at 6:46pm
May 20, 2017 at 6:46pm
If I wanted to go to therapy, and let someone inside my head I would. I'm tired of people telling me what they think I "need" to do. I'm almost 50 years old, and I've lived through a LOT of s***. If I want to be bitter, and mistrusting, towards people, I have my reasons. I know what they are, and they're no one else's business.

Trust me, no one else could survive in my head.

Besides, if I need to vent, I have Writing.com.

Just leave me alone.
May 15, 2017 at 10:03pm
May 15, 2017 at 10:03pm
The well runs deep, and the undertow is strong....I have no defense....only misery
May 15, 2017 at 2:16am
May 15, 2017 at 2:16am
         It has begun...the onset of dementia...I can only hope my Dr. finds a way to slow down the progress.
May 13, 2017 at 11:03pm
May 13, 2017 at 11:03pm
I wonder how long until the bad dreams start.

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