by Lili J.
Just a tad empty in here...
This is my blog...
Let's call it MY LOVELY BLOG for now...
|It's been over a week since I've written another entry! I got a new haircut (finally some bangs to complement curly head!) and tomorrow I'm getting fake nails to be applied. I've also found my new drink love: Snow-Berry Peace Tea! The tea is cold, minty, and fruity at the same time! Sadly, they're about 150 calories per can so it's a once a day treat! Still, it's so delicious, mmm!
But not everything has been good with my emotions lately... I must admit, even though I do feel depressed about not having a social life anymore, the epidemic hasn't been too bad to me. I've been doing all sorts of things that I've never done, of course, the experience is different due to the policies about everything. I might not even have decent high school experience, but the safety of my family and those around me matter most. I'm just afraid that I will go insane from not having anyone my age (except my sister, who is doesn't even want to be near me!) to have a conversation and joke with. It's just, I need someone of my generation to hang out with. My mother doesn't get much of what I say. It's not that quarantine is boring (I'm an introvert so I'm used to the indoors, plus how is doing spa day boring?) it's just that I feel sad and lonely a lot of the time that I'm not with family. And I must that its most of the time that I'm by myself on my bed thinking about where everything went wrong, why I couldn't get my friends' emails or at least numbers so I could contact them in the future. It sucks that I'm not even allowed to have social media (except Reddit, and making friends on there is a near no go!) so making friends is going to be impossible. My mother says that I should be thinking about the important things like being alive and healthy, but I can't help that I'm feeling lonely and that I will be lonely for the next year. I'm usually happy during the holidays because I know that my friends will be waiting for me at school, but I'm going to a new school in a new district in another town. I'm not even going to be in there in person! I think everyone is going through something during the epidemic, for some its the loss of a loved one or financial suffering; for me, it's that simple yet extremely complex feeling of loneliness, of having no one to understand what you're going through or to laugh with you. (I should stop ranting right now!) Maybe you guys are going through the same thing and I must say I know how you feel(I mean, if anyone is going to be reading this)!
Aside from that, I've got an idea for a book or series called the Mask of Horrors! It's a magical fantasy (epic?) world where... you know what, I should shut up! I won't spoil it, but I will eventually write short stories about all sorts of things from the world. I hope the first chapter will be written in a few months, etc. but I promise to write a few short stories to get you guys hyped! I will also work on my song No Control, just because it's been a while since I've touched my piano!
Anyway, nothing new to add, so have a nice day, lovelies!
|Yesterday (I know I said Friday, but I made a mistake, oopsies!), was my cousin's birthday... He looks so different than the last time I visited! There was lots of good food, I must've gained several pounds just trying to stuff it all in my mouth! The only bad thing was, it was nearly 100 degrees outside and his friends are quite rude when it comes to girls!
The party was enjoyable! Today, I woke up at 3 in the morning unable to sleep. I must've eaten so much! Though, once my mom woke up I went to take my daily walk. Sadly I made the mistake of wearing jeans...
So my plans are to create chords for my song, then play the Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion (Oh, have I forgotten to mention I'm a bit of a gamer?) since I've finished playing Skyrim for the millionth time! This game is great, and I straight up got two residences the second I finished the tutorial! How much luckier can I get?!
Tonight I'm going to try on a few evening gowns to see if I'll have any dresses for school dances in the future. That is if the virus chills out long enough to give me a chance to eat more good food! I hope they look good on me!
Shout out to my new friend, Miranda Keening !
|On Friday is my cousin's birthday party! I really don't know what to expect, considering that it's been nearly two years since I've last seen him and his family and COVID-19. It might be the first time this year that I get to pet a dog! I'm already a kitten's mama (recently, my neighbor's kitty has taken a liking to me, so I treat him like my little baby), so petting an animal isn't too strange.
It's been a week since I've came back from the trip. I got to say, it rained so much, lots of our things got soaked before sheltering the tents.
I'm so happy that I'm back home, in the comfort of my not-so-soft bed and air-conditioning. It's very nice when you're out, constantly exposed to the elements while trying to catch some sleep. Very nice.
I know, not so much to share, but it's been a boring week. All I can think of is watching movies and playing with my little baby kitten downstairs. Though, tonight, we've gotten the grill out despite grey skies looming over us, ate some burgers and hotdogs and smores, then watched the fireflies (so many tonight, eh?) flicker in the darking world.
Well, this is my moment to send my farewells for the day. Let's hope sometime soon I'll have something more interesting to share.
I'm visiting my grandmother and uncle. I haven't seen them in what seems like ages, due to the coronavirus. But hey!, I get to see them today! They have so many cats, three of whom are FAT. The smallest one is Tiki, she's black and white. She's a dwarf cat, though when she was a baby she was super skinny. For only a month though, recently, she's gotten a little more tummy.
Sadly, this happy rejoice won't last for long, considering I'm expected to visit my doctor tomorrow for a physical. Why life had to get this difficult is beyond me. I have to do this because I'm entering high school after the summer holidays, they will leave me in the streets if I don't do these requirements. Stupid right? At least I'm getting back into the writing business here on WdC and have a chance to put my thoughts on paper now that I've got my membership. Not to mention I'm absolutely thrilled to participate in mind-numbing contests and exhilarating challenges.
Yes, I know, I sound a bit British. Blame the Harry Potter books that I've read a million times while I was bored or was grounded off of my computer. Believe it or not, I've actually spoken in such a way. I used to have speech therapy because growing up I couldn't speak properly. Honestly, I still have a great slurring problem and mispronounce every English word in the dictionary. How embarrassing!!!
I hope you guys have a nice day! Talk to ya later!