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Thoughts on life and society can be pointless, but that's what books are for. I've never enjoyed reading. It's always been difficult for me to read. Sometimes, I imagine little demons pulling at my eye lids. The Devil is in the details. I like people, who can act. They're fun to watch. I guess I wish I could be an actor, but I just don't have that charm and I stutter. My life is meaningless. I just lope from one place to another. I think that's my strength. Most people need a career and family. .. Family is a nice idea, but I've never had a nice family. Is this becoming annoying? ... Let's start with Vertago! He's cool and a stud. He also is popping up a lot in my movie watching. The mind can make association: like is the guy on the radio talking to me? Or why am I seeing so many eye balls in my movie watching? Jeeeze! I just saw CASE 39. A really scary movie with an eye ball scene that's very icky. This guy has a hornet come up out of his eye's lid.. tear duck. Any who, it's scary. Well, when I was Veratgo on Private Games.com my picture was of my left eye. It was trippy. Just a note to the CASE 39 writers: Lilith is not evil. I'm talking about Adam's first wife, expelled from Eden, because she "Would not be his beast of burden." Lilith is the first feminist in Bible Lore, she is immortal. So you can't drown her. Nope, only God can stop her. Okay, this Vertago guy is still effecting me. Strangers will look at me and cover their right eye, cars will shut one headlight off. That's dangerous! I had an elderly woman pinch my butt an call me "Vertago." in the mall. There was a Vertago concert. There is a Vertago song by U2. I started writing about Vertago in the 90's on an Australian web site Private Games.com. That's when I was working at Wal-Mart. Wal-Mart was awful. I had an over night manager slap me in the face. I just wish people would stop dropping pennies around me. I mentioned that Abraham Lincoln is looking to the right, while all the other presidents are facing to the left, because he was assassinated. Now, I get penny's dropped around me. I wish I had mentioned the dollar bill and the star of David over the eagel's head. It has twelve stars in it for the twelve Apostles. Feel free to throw dollars at me. Reflections: I wasn't completely honest about what I said about the penny. I was quoting the old Civil war lore Lincoln was facing right because he freed the slaves and turned his back on the brotherhood. That's what I wrote on Private Games.com. I'm not in favor of slavery. |
| I don't like crowds. I especially dislike screaming fans. Nevertheless, I stood in line for 3 hours to sit in a cramped auditorium .. to listen to Donald Trump. I sat next to a guy jumping up and down with his hand up to ask a question. The Donald ignored him and answered a question about going to Mars. He was opposed to going to Mars. Donald wants to concentrate on the infrastructure. YES! He wants to focus on rebuilding America and bombing the Iraqi oil fields.. ? Then, the Marines and American oil companies can take back the oil.? This is Viking plundering. Isn't Donald Viking? The tactic only works if your target is weak. What if Iran or Russia get upset? Dose Donald want a war with Russia or Iran? I suppose it sounds good at a rally. My question for Donald Trump~ "How can the the United States pay for another 2 trillion dollar war?" That's what the last war with Iraq cost. Maybe more taxes would help? A flat tax would tax all food and services. So, the hookers and drug dealers at the Republican convention would be paying for Trump's Viking diplomacy.. Is that okay? |
My mom believed in Camelot and the marriage of King Author to Jesus' daughter Sarah. She believed that the messiah would be a descendant from King Author's line.. I got a copy of People Magazine with Kate and William's baby girl Princess Charlotte. Is this the divine line? Oy. The queen is the head of the Church of England, like a Pope... The older I get; the crazier life seems. I suppose if there is a God, he or she would want to communicate with us. Maybe, God is nuts? That would explain the hate, love relationship. God drowned every living thing that walked or flew, except for an inbred family and their live stalk, like the Duck Dynasty they floated away. Then came Abraham and Moses and Jesus and Mohamed .. Oy. Did Jesus really save the world from sin? How? I thought suicide was a mortal sin. Aren't we responsible for own sins? Abraham started sharia law with circumcisions .. Moses made it legal. All those stone throwing laws and genocidal tribal wars came from old testament law. Yup, Mohamed copied the Jews. "There shall be no graven image of the Lord" Leviticus decrees and today cartoonist are marked for death. Praise the Lord? I wonder if anyone can reason with a cartoon jihadist? I have a dream that Christians and Jews and gentiles can civilize Islam. But, history has demonstrated that true believers kill first and then make peace with God. Atheist just want to get along.. Richard Dawkins likes to argue that the universe does not need an intelligent designer. Well, then is the universe God? The first requirement of Divinity is not having a creator. He can accept infinite dimension , but deny an infinite God. That sounds like a natural prejudice. I'm confused... I better take a nap. ? |
We've all lost our tempers. One time I was eating an ice cream cone and a dope bumped into me and spilled my ice cream on my t-shirt. He didn't even apologize. I was quietly peeved. Another incident involved my mother, she would police my room for drugs and porn. Oh, I was a high school nerd. So, I didn't have any drugs but lots of Playboy and Hustler magazines .. She burned them. I shouted at her, "That's what Hitler would do!" Fast forward, to riots in the 70's anti-war protests. I just did not care. Nor did I care about the race riots in New York. I had my train set and porn. I especially enjoyed Rachael's visits .. and Virginia would strip in the center of my train set. I'd lay the tracks on the floor. Rachael was a Jew and Virginia was a color girl. They both loved to strip and had bouncy boobs. My mom never caught on. Maybe, she approved of live porn? I like variety. If you ponder racism, you'll see how silly it is to believe in racial purity. How could any one believe they're ancestors never came from Africa? Or, never had sex with color people? Paul Donavan is a big Irish American friend. He'd talk down on color people. So, I asked him, "Do you have any Italian relatives ?" He did. But, he didn't believe Italians were colored. Paul's a Boston cop. He has a catch fraise , "If it's white it stands. If it's brown it's down." Yup, he's a racist. I think critical thinking should be taught in school. There are a lot of stupid people. Just watch Fox News and you'll see color people demonized. Most slave owners had sexual relations with their African slaves. Thomas Jefferson did and he wrote, "All men are created equal." Hypocrisy? |
Bernadette was a nice girl, who had her father's barrel chest. It was the summer of 1972 and I and my buddies were walking around the neighborhood .. Bernadette came out of her house dressed in black jeans and a black short sleeve shirt. Michael and Andy and I lined up to meet her. She sat down on the curb and had a blank expression. I asked what was the matter. Her sister Marcella was away and she was alone in the house. I had a wicked thought about having my way with her in her empty house. "Can I come over?" I asked. "Sure." Bernadette answered blankly. I excused myself from Michael and Andy and followed her into the side door that led to the kitchen. Bernadette asked if I would remove my shoes. I did. She sat at a stainless steal kitchen table set, sipping her soda through a straw.. She asked if I would take off my shirt as she put her shirt over the back of her chair and pulled off her t-shirt.. I have a hollow chest and was reluctant, but I complied. Bernadette made a face of disgust. That ended my striptease. I returned to Michael and Andy and played some baseball in Raymond Park. Oh, I'm still kicking myself. |
Does my cat want to be a U.S. citizen? Constitution Day or Citizens Day was ratified on September 17, 1952. However, my cat can't read or take the exam to become a U.S. citizen. A pet is naturalized by gaining recognition through the C.D.C. and U.S.D.A. They must be cleared of zoonotic diseases that effect other cats and rabies that can infect humans. There is a movement amongst pet owners in California to give their pets U.S. citizenship. The precedent would place animal rights on the same standard as human rights. Pets are property, according to existing law. If this legal action is ratified, then meat processing of animal meat would be illegal. I would have to find another job... Human rights prohibit the eating of humans. Although, animals have been known to eat humans. Animals eat animals. Under this new law that would be murder.+ Enjoy your Christ-Mass turkey or ham. It may become illegal contraband. Ho-ho-ho! |
Certain events stick in my head. I replay a lot of stuff and then scuffle it. Ben laden getting shot and a friend telling me she has a girl friend , who lived down the street from where it happened. Really? I just visualize her girlfriend texting her, "Lot's of shooting next door. LMO!" My sister hates me, but if she was assassinated by naval seals I'd be pissed. My sister said to me , "Your a lazy bum. I want nothing to do with you." And I said, "Did you hear about my girl friend's girl friend? She lived next door to where Bin Laden got assassinated." My sister thinks I'm pathetic, "You will die alone and no one will care." We exchange Christ-Mass cards. I've thought long and hard about shooting Bin Laden in the eye.. How did they know it was him? He had doubles and the body was dropped in the ocean. Bounty hunters keep the body as proof. What if was just some guy who looked like Bin Laden? That's bad karma. If it was him , why not capture him for interrogation? He'd have a lot of secrets. They could of scanned his fingerprints .. I saw that on CSI. There are pocket size fingerprint scanners.. .. Is that show canceled? The cast was probably asking for too much money. It's just suspicious the way they disposed of the body without verification. But, they did invade a country and assassinate a suspect in the 9/11 attack with no indictment or trial.... No body, no crime. Strange days indeed. =+= |
How much oil is there? How much drinkable water is there? My first memory of oil was baby oil. If I had a rash, mom would use baby oil on it. That was a very pleasant moment. The bottle is plastic. Plastic is an oil product and the oil inside is a petroleum product too. We bathe in oil and drink from plastic bottles.. When I was a tiny tike my mom left me alone in the house. I was very upset. I got a hammer and broke every mirror. Then I slicked up the iron bathtub and rolled about in the slippery tub. It was orgasmic. I added shampoo too. Until, I was a bubbly froth. Mom returned with a shriek . She tried to grab me, but I was too slippery. I ran about screaming. But, my mom was relentless and eventually threw a towel over me .. She kept me wrapped in the towel as she spanked me over her knee. It was orgasmic. Mom did not approve of my orgasm and scolded me which only increased the orgasm. She ordered me to shower. That was not easy to do in a well oiled iron tub. I smelled like lilacs and baby oil. 0 o V |
I bumped into her on Youtube.. She sounds real. She's a CIA whistle blower on 9/11 blunders and has self published "Extreme Prejudice." I like her story of betrayal and imprisonment by her CIA handler under the Patriot Act. It's very cloak and dagger.. . I have a fondness for James Bond flicks. This reminds me of "The Living Daylights." 007 allies himself with Afghan rebels against Russian diamond smugglers. This was when the Russians were occupying Afghanistan. It's ironic that these Afghan rebels were trained by the CIA and would latter be responsible for 9/11. Susan Lindauer was a CIA agent to Iraq. She is very enlightening. |
| Muzzy Re: POBOX 821 Kittery, Maine 03904 I use to have a advice column. That was fun. But, the Principle thought I was a sociopath. Honestly, I think I'm a good person. I'm also looking for a publicist .. cheep. I keep getting rejection notices... for poor grammar and juvenile writing. Geez! I like my style. It's edgy. For example: what if all women were lesbian? If you think about how sexualized women are, then it shouldn't be too difficult to convince them to be lesbian. Why would they want a hairy man instead of a slender bikini waxed doll? Besides, child birth is painful and can leave stretch marks. Why would a woman want the burden of a pregnancy in a competitive society? Ladies dress to impress ladies and they want to look sexy. But, sexy for who? The men just want to fuck and sleep. A women knows what a women wants. I had a disturbing dream. A nurse is opening the windows in a infant ward. She calmly begins to toss the babies out the windows. A doctor shouts at her and tackles a baby out of her arms. She is laughing hysterically. How many mothers are suicidal ? After dropping dad off at the postal annex, mom parked the car in the garage and stared at the concrete wall in front of her with the engine running. I could smell the exhaust and shut the ignition off and shook her shoulder to wake her .. If I hadn't noticed the car pull in, she might have died .. I suppose she felt trapped . She seemed very unhappy. Children can be a burden. OO V |
My dad loved to go to Mass. Maybe, he wanted to be a Priest? Catholic Churches are closing everywhere, because they are boring. Latin is boring. A Latin Catholic Mass is a death cult. Oh, my God I loathed Latin Mass. But, dad loved it and would drive miles to find one. Cardinal Medeiros order only New Order Masses be said in Boston. The Latin Mass was forbidden .. Yay! But, dad drove to Lawrence to hear the Latin Mass anyway... The Pope said it was okay. That was my childhood with dad. I don't remember having any fun with him. He wasn't mean. He was boring. Mom did all the spanking. Dad yelled at my sisters because of their fornication. My sisters liked to fornicate a lot. Mom slapped them. That was fun. Working in retail makes we wonder about these traits in my upbringing. Wal-Mart was masochistic. The managers would ask the associates to stay after closing to straighten the store off the clock and lock the doors. I would punched out and go out the fire exist. The alarm went off and the cops would come. But, I never got written up. It was illegal for Wal-Mart to lock the employees in the store. So, they got screwed by the labor board. I like to push the fire exist sometimes now; just for fun. It's legal .. Oops. The Home Depot is the red neck employer. Dian Bova, a manager at the Portsmouth Home Depot, told me she was KKK. It was after closing and management had asked associates to straighten the store for inventory. Apparently, it's okay to be KKK at the Home Depot. I told human resources and they said "That was her personal choice." Oh? And I knew a manager who confessed he was a NAZI. The Home Depot is a big fan of the Duck Dynasty. Yup. I think I'll catch a few winks.. Geez! |
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