i think there is something wrong with my account. idk when it happened but suddenly now i have like 21k more points, and it does not sound like it's a gift from someone since there would usually be an email for that and i did not get any. (P.S: just to be clear i'm posting this so i don't get banned for fraud or something XD)
Have you checked your Gift Point Log? Accompanying email or no, just for logging in or whatever. They came from someplace - all at once or in chunks - and your Log should have the answer. Just look for those lovely green numbers!
where have all the good souls gone?
still not in heaven, like the world refuses to let them go
a refusal not out of love, but because their torture is still not done
and where have all the wicked souls gone?
still not in hell, like they know their destination so they're clinging desperately
abusing the weak, glorifying the strong, sucking the riches and feasting on meat not even leaving bone
why do both stay you may ask? when their business with this life is over?
Patience. for this was never their choice, but that of the one who watches over
but ask yourself this: why we let the good ones be tortured?
why did we let the wicked almost be worshiped?
simple questions with simple answers? maybe
but if the answers were simple, why also not the solutions? if only...
yet again in one of those times when i feel like writing but my mind is like "uggghh bro you're such a bummer just take a break" and my hands are like :"oh we're going on strike don't even think about it"
All the time! Usually I take a break come back or write something different that more suits my mood. Or you could do that thing where you choose the cathode instead of the anode. I don't get it either but some bossy person told me that choosing positive of something instead of the negative is a good idea. I'm trying it.
Instead of telling yourself "you're such a bummer." You could say "I need a break, let's write something different and be awesome that way." Just an idea.
let's make a lil deal: tag a cheerful poem here and get a free review XD. actually wouldn't mind a short story either. whatever just anything you deem cheerful. i made the mistake of checking social media again and it didn't take long for depression to settle in. and rather than reading a discredited stolen quote on a post i'd rather be here reading something written with some effort. but...i admit the search tool made me lazy to check soo...we got a deal?
He whistled, and running they came.
Only for him to laugh and call their eagerness "so lame".
Such is the fate of fools.
Regarded as nothing but fun-making tools.
The irony? most of the time it is their choice to be fools.
(you know...sometimes when you think HARD about something lines just pop up, and this is one of those times
apparently nowadays sending sad songs / shows to someone having a hard time is the same as cheering them up...not confused yet? it gets even more "interesting" once you get to see the actual act of cheering someone up be considered as anything but good...is this enough for me to finally start smoking to cope? or just drinking coffee is enough(which i don't drink by the way)?
Amethyst SkellyBones Angel - i can understand that some stuff can be beyond cheering up, but it feels like even the slightest things have become as much hard as well...even worse: encouraging others to stay depressed or indulging them in self-harm seem to be acceptable, even appreciated now...my mind can't do any gymnastics to understand that for real
Howl - I know what you mean. I relate to emotions with music, and this February when my band released an album of anniversary demos celebrating a "smoke and mirrors" era ten years back, I wondered in my journal if I really should "step into that mood again..." Because it was a depressed and struggling era for both of us, and I didn't know if it would be healthy to "wallow" in that all over again. I'm glad I engaged with this album, though, because it's nothing like the one it celebrates. I used it in April, May, and June to write a set of short stories about a detective and his family...
Ever had that time when you know there's a problem, but you don't know what it is, but also you can't ask for the time being because you know it will make things worse? yeah apparently i'm a magnet for those situations so i tend to prepare writings for different stuff just in case...barely end up showing them though, so maybe you can use them with someone you know and tell me how it goes for future reference...
Cry (E) what are you hiding in those eyes, that you can't hold back anymore? #2342908 by Howl
just what does gaslighting mean??? like give me an example. i kinda understood definitions but man it's used in so many totally different situations i just can't understand it. like seriously first time i saw it i thought it mean creating a spark using some kind of gas for real
Howl - no, basically it's like discrediting someone who witnessed or experienced something wrong. I can think of 18+ examples but not E for everyone rated examples. Gaslighting is a really dark form of abuse thats hard to explain in non-triggering ways that would be appropriate for all ages because it's done to controll victims.
Spudy Specter👻 - i'll take it as a form of manipulation then thanks for explaining that much...guess i'll have to look up "gaslighting 101" for more details XD
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- i can understand that some stuff can be beyond cheering up, but it feels like even the slightest things have become as much hard as well...even worse: encouraging others to stay depressed or indulging them in self-harm seem to be acceptable, even appreciated now...my mind can't do any gymnastics to understand that for real
- I know what you mean. I relate to emotions with music, and this February when my band released an album of anniversary demos celebrating a "smoke and mirrors" era ten years back, I wondered in my journal if I really should "step into that mood again..." Because it was a depressed and struggling era for both of us, and I didn't know if it would be healthy to "wallow" in that all over again. I'm glad I engaged with this album, though, because it's nothing like the one it celebrates. I used it in April, May, and June to write a set of short stories about a detective and his family... 
- i'll take it as a form of manipulation then thanks for explaining that much...guess i'll have to look up "gaslighting 101" for more details XD
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