|This feels like two poems in a way, both good and bad versions of a conversation almost. I kinda like that though it may not be what you were going for.
There is a little confusion when reading the second stanza - "I haven't betrayed you even though"
This line could use a comma or something, just to indicate a pause or break, as on the first read through or so, it reads a little odd, like the grammar is incorrect, even though with the second line it makes sense.
Have a think about it.
Good poem, keep writing!