|This is an unusual write on an unusual theme. The writer pontificates on the unusual theme--"Who is harder to love?". She comes out with the answer that, in her case, she found it hard to love herself because she was worthless, till one day she realised that she was created by God, and in creating her, He must have had a purpose, and, therefore, she was not worthless but had a purpose in life.
Some people might say this is circuitous reasoning.
In any case, it is reasonably well written. And, some sort of reasoning is better than no reasoning at all!
--M C Gupta