This reminds me of some one i lost in July because he was not aloud to have visitors because of the covid 19 virus so he was in the hospital because he was sick and he died alone in the hospital because i wa snot aloud to see him so therefore i understand
I feel we are all lambs of gods .I grew up in a not so religious home but when i was younger i rember going to church on Sundays with my mom. And as i got older we did not attend church alot and then as the years went by we just stopped going all togethere .
You are right we are living in desiprate times and people do crazy things to get what they need for there family members and i was taught growing up that charity also begins at home as well in the church
I like this poem very much it kinda reminds me of myself when i was younger because i was once that type of person that knew in life i would succeed at every thing i did in my life and to this day iam still trying to succeed at every thing i do
I have to agree with you on some of the things you said in your story but most of all dont give up on your self or the people who love you and support you in your every day life.Reach out and ask for gods help on a bad day and he will comfort you in many ways.That is what i have done because i have lost two people that i loved and on my bad days i ask god to guide in the right direction.And he does i pray each night and each morning for god to guide me through my time of sorrow and he will do the same for you if you ask him to help.I also have depression and anixety so i know where your coming from .