Hi kat!
I liked this story a lot. I do have some comments you might consider, though.
"So, there he is, the old boy. All hooked up to a bunch of machines, tubes of foreign fluids sticking into him, coiled by his side." - This is a very awkward start. First, the sentence, "All hooked up to a bunch..." should be part of the first sentence. I'm not sure why you start the story with "So, there he is..." instead of just saying, "The old boy was hooked up to a bunch of machines, tubes of foreign fluids sticking into him, coiled by his side." This would make it much clearer and smoother to read. Also, that last part, "coiled by his side," is misplaced. I'm pretty sure you mean to say that the tubes are coiled by his side, but the way this is written suggests that the machines are coiled by his side. You might consider writing that part as, "...coiled tubes of foreign fluids sticking into him."
The first paragraph has a lot of promise, but I think there's some unnecessary redundancy in the description, which might detract from the significance of the experience. I'd suggest cutting this down a bit to get the story moving a bit quicker. That's just a suggestion. Someone else might think the opposite, but I really think this first paragraph would be much more powerful and impacting with less redundancy.
"Her presence makes it all real now." - Makes what all real? I'm assuming you mean the experience of seeing one's father all decrepit and ill, but you need to be more specific about that, IMO.
"...affectionate propaganda." - I don't really understand this description. How is affection propaganda? I'd consider choosing a different word.
"No one ever means it right." -- There should be a comma after "it."
""Brian..." she starts, as the dreaded tears well up in her eyes and I spy the wastebasket of tissues indicating she's been doing this crying bit for ages." -- First, this sentence is sort of a run-on. I'd suggest inserting a period after "eyes," and omitting the "and." Also, there should be a comma after "tissues."
"She doesn't seem bothered by it though, in fact, I don't think..." - You never want two transition words next to each other (as in "though" and "in fact"). "In fact" should start a new sentence.
"Well, that was kind of blunt wouldn't you say?" - There should be a comma after "blunt."
"...'All that matters to me is that his suffering is nearly over'." - In this quote, the quotation at the end should come after the period, not before. For example, She said, "Today I ran to school." is correct. She said, "Today I ran to school". is incorrect.
"I didn't know of course that he would get the dreaded "C" word." - There should be a comma after "know" and after "course."
"Instead I peer outside again and see huge feathery snowflakes swirling through the air." - There should be a comma after "Instead."
"People are always looking for a death to spice up their lives aren't they?" - This is a GREAT line that brings out the personality of the narrator very well and very clearly. I would actually suggest bringing this line to the front of the piece and working off of it rather than the first paragraph you use. This line gets more to the point of what the narrator is feeling. A very good job of characterization here.
"I mean,..." - You say this far too often. Just tell us what the narrator means. You don't have to say this.
"He sighs that familiar sigh, the one that tells me that again I have ceased to surprise him with what I don't understand." - This is a good sentence, but structure-wise it's a bit awkward. The word "ceased" also doesn't fit here. I'd suggest rephrasing as, "He sighs that familiar sigh; the one that reminds me how little of life I understand." (or something like that)
" 'Here I am," I think to myself "and I'm not leaving this time, until it's done, or until hell freezes over, whichever is first'." -- If someone is thinking something, what that character is thinking is typically represented in italics.
"Phosphorescent lights are everywhere, peeking through the snow, and the colours let me realize that Christmas is near." - Excellent sentence. This is a great way to subtly hint at the time of year.
"Are you scared, I wonder silently?" - Again, he's thinking this, so the "I wondered silently" part shouldn't be followed by the question mark, since it's not actually part of the question. I'd suggest writing it as, "Are you scared? He wondered silently." Also, who's the "he?" Are you talking about the father or the narrator? If you're talking about the narrator, shouldn't it be "I," since the rest of the story is in first-person perspective?
" '"I mean, why don't you ever speak to me?'." - You don't need the period after the question mark. The question mark is sufficient punctuation.
"I take my time, I am not sure how I shall respond or what may come forth, but I know I have to go to that bed." - This is a run-on sentence. Break it up into two sentences.
" 'My only son is here and I don't really think that he cares that I'm dying,' " - I would suggest being careful not to overuse "that." You tend to use it a lot throughout the piece, and it can be distracting if overdone, especially when it isn't needed.
"Yet, as I stand here looking at this man, who spies me with pleading eyes, I realize I need to seize this moment. I have been given a rare opportunity, and I can't let it die." - This is such a wonderful moment...the point of change in the narrator. You do an excellent job at extracting the thoughts of the character here. A couple small suggestions, though. First, the word "spies" doesn't fit here. To spy implies watching someone without them knowing you're watching them, which is certainly not the case with the narrator's father. Second, regarding that last part, "I can't let it die,"...this is a very good line, in part because of the irony that the father is about to die. You might even consider saying something like, "...and I can't let it die with him." That's just a thought that came to mind. I'll leave it to your genius to determine whether or not it's the best way to go.
" '...and I know I've not succeeded, in fact, I think you are...' " - "In fact" should start a new sentence.
"...a woman so bored with her own life that visiting the deathbeds of others had become a hobby..." - This is a great description!
""You think I'm disappointed in you, is that it?" he asks sharply. I find I cannot respond, and turn away to face the falling snow, which is warmer to me than any other view at this time. So calm, so peaceful, so simply white. Snowflakes are so much like people, fluttering aimlessly to reach a destination, and not one like another. How lovely to float randomly, and to be content wherever you land. My silence is too much for him, I can hear the impatience in the clicking of his tongue. He continues, " I have never once said I was ashamed of you." - I like this paragraph a lot. Great analogy of people to snowflakes, and great description of the impatient father's tongue clicking. Well done.
""I didn't say ashamed dad," I said disappointed. "There's a difference..." -Why is "I said disappointed" not also in quotes? Also, I'm not sure I agree with your narrator about the difference between shame and disappointment .
Overall Impression:
This is a very nice story. The ending is excellent! Also, I think you've got the foundation for some good dialogue. I have a few gripes, though. First, the piece needs some elbow grease to fix the grammatical errors, especially regarding punctuation. Also, I think a lot of the description, though very good, could be cut down a bit. Too much description can cause the reader to lose interest, and you don't want that...especially with such a great story. Also, be careful about run-on sentences. This goes back to the punctuation issue.
All in all, I liked this story a lot, especially the ending. I think there are some bugs to work out, but I think the story is strong enough in its foundation to warrant fixing those bugs. Excellent story telling. You certainly know how to spin a tale. Put some more emphasis in fluidity and I think you could have something pretty darn great here.
Thanks so much for sharing this with us!
All the best,
Phil
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