An Old Familiar Dream is a story full of regrets and fear. I sincerely loved the atmosphere these feelings had created. It's not just a horror story when it comes to the mysterious, supernatural (or perhaps madness-inducted) events, but a horror story when it comes to human nature. The stronger love is, the faster it can turn to jealousy and hate. It can push to actions that will haunt a person for years to come.
You did well with the small dialogue interjections. All the excuses Dormond made were extremely realistic. They seemed like a mantra, and an interesting one, too. He thinks about 'homes in the Hamptons and Poconos' and 'the 15th floor of his Madison Avenue highrise' along the vague 'charities'. What made me a bit dubious whether it was intentional or not were the two thousand workplaces between 18 plants (which, actually, makes the plant have just above a hundred employees – an extremely small number for any kind of business). With these numbers, he seems to be running a scam business.
Honestly, Dormond seemed to feel guilty only about one murder out of the two. So I wouldn't be surprised if he did run a scam business, hiding behind excuses of good deeds. Despite the guilt and the actions to redeem himself, he didn't seem like a good man. He regretted a lost “love”, not lost lives.
After reading the story, I kept wondering how it could be interpreted not only as a supernatural event but as an earthly, known one. Perhaps the screams were the mark of a man finally giving into his regrets and fever dreams. That would mean that Dormond had kept the dress as some sort of reminder about Sandra. In a way, this version is just as scary as the revenge from the grave one.
Regarding the writing itself, you masterfully used figurative language to deepen the impression. The motif of blooming red roses and the white dress added a nice edge to the events. It served as a good link between memory and the present.
Personally, the lines I loved the most were 'Sandra. The bride. That faithful betrayer. The woman who said, “I love you,” to one man, and “I do,” to another.' It served as a nice hook that hinted both to the reasons of the murder and the protagonist's emotions. Though, in the long run, you negate these words since Sandra's words that she wasn't in love with Dormond and later the idea that her love was lost seem to be stuck in his memory well.
Still, there are some bits that I think could be enhanced. For me, the story lacked the bit that would explain 'why now?' Why did exactly that dream out of so many drove Dormond over the edge (or Sandra out of her grave)? It seemed and was stressed to be like one of the many nightmares of the past. What was out of the norm this time to bring the end to the man? It's difficult to find the – well, if not motivation – then some sort of a pushing force that prompted the beginning of the end.
Your writing is smooth and immersive for the most part. Yet I believe, there are bits that should be revised.
Throughout the story, especially in the beginning, you tend to use the same sentence structure:
He squeezed harder, throttling her as he wept. His tears fell, landing on her bloody, bulging eyes. […] It was breaking, blood seeping through the cracks...
And if not that, usually, you end up with two-part compound sentences:
He saw his face in the reflection of her dying eyes, and it was purple and swelling too. And then she was gone, and Dormond was standing before a great mirror.
Such a structure, in the long run, became monotonous and made the writing feel static.
Similarly, some phrases could use some tightening up. A lot of your sentences are long-running ones. Such as 'At first he thought it was fitted onto one of those torso forms, standing on a post, but when he realized there was no post, it was only floating at the edge of his bed, he began to scream.' Even if you use commas for small stops, such longs sentences lack the rush and tension that shorter ones could create. Don't forget that sentence structure can do a lot when creating emotion as well. Run-on sentences can show a feverish train of thought, but short ones add tension and a sense of urgency in the action. The scream, this time, would be far more impactful with the latter.
In addition, such instances as '...he whispered again, nodding and smoking.' should be revised as well. -ing form indicates simultaneous actions. And whispering, smoking and nodding at the same time feels a bit odd.
Lastly, phrases such as 'until there was a crisp snap', 'there was a door in the corner of the room' or 'behind it there was nothing but darkness ' make the writing feel passive. Try to eliminate 'there was' sentences. 'Nothing but darkness loomed...' or 'a crisp snap rang in the air' make the surroundings feel far more alive.
To sum it up, this was an interesting, eerie story about regrets and excuses that don't always help. It had a nice atmosphere, good links between the past and present. The writing itself, though, could use some polishing. A clearer reason for the 'suicide' happening that night could also be added to delete the impression of a chance event. |
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