Lost Little Boy

A song I wrote for my friend Josh r.i.p.

My life is tearing at the seams.
Instead of laughs i cry.
So it seems i find in dreams,
i'd pinch myself and open eyes.

Father, I don't want this,
Mother, kiss my tears.
If this was a perfect world,
I wouldn't have to fear.

Second star right,
Straight on 'till morning.
And poingant sights of tear-stained nights,
encased in joyous mourning.

I want to be your only one,
but i grew too fast.
How I really tried,
but couldn't keep the past.

I feel less than zero,
Just a pest, there to annoy,
I can't be your hero,
I'm just your lost little boy...