Nobody

I wrote it when the most darkest days were passing and i had no good friend

Walking under the shadow of trees,
Crushing down the autumn leaves.
Thinking about the waves of sea
And suddenly a tear comes rolling down to cheeks.

The verse I utter to show m broken
Just disperse as rotten air
The perverse in them, the curse as me
The good I’ve done, they can’t reimburse
What they’ve done in return is really worse

The trail of loneliness,
Had deceived me long time back
But has joined again with a really bad ache

I’m squawking in a scream
But still it’s as a serene
Thinking of a friend who once existed
Betraying in a way that never meant to be
Dreaming the painting and painting my dreams
Hoping our friendship shall exceed.

Wheezing around like a breeze
Freezing and seizing my dreams
Believing and receiving your deceive

Proceeding now with a plead
Would you become my friend please?