That Feeling

I always feel this way

Do you ever get a feeling in your chest
Right below your throat
And just above your heart
It feels like a yawn
Or a big sigh
But its connected to something inside
That makes you wanna cry
Its not a ball of emotions or tears
But more than that
Its the past and the present
Its the things you fear now
And the things you have yet to fear
Its every sadness you've witnessed
And pain unforseen
I say its not emotion
Because emotions can change
Varying in their intensity
But this feeling is always the same
A haunting and fearful type pain
I say its not tears
Because crying won't appease it
It just sheds more light
On the its negativity
If your lookin to me for the answer
On how to be rid of it
Have it I do not
Cause I to
Have a feeling in my chest
Right below my throat
And just above my heart......