a sence of freedom

this one was directed at 'my first', after seeing him a few years later

i smell you on my body
i feel you in my mind
i taste you on my lips
yet you are not present to me
that emotion
that desire
has faded
i deny it for it equals nil

drunk on cheap tequila
i was lost to you
fucked from every dimention
you governed my innocence
yet you own me no more

you have set me free
empowered me
opened expression through my sexualality
allowed me to rise
finaly acknowlaged me through your eyes

words spoken now
as an echo of what the past should have been
they touch me
bring me to tears
but own me no more
i am free
now finaly contently alone
i am simply me