Dead Inside

The door has closed behind me.

The door has closed behind me
Sealing my fate, fulfilling my destiny
These crimson walls are driving me insane
And there's no place to hide when I feel the pain
Exorcise these demons in my head
Because they think I'm already dead

I've become a victim of my own violence
No one can hear me, so I suffer in silence
Where can I run to
Where can I hide
What can I do
I'm dead inside

The light is starting to fade
As I stare at the life I've made
Now the fear is returning to me
Soon hate will be all I see
I know the pain would disappear
If I could find a way out of here

I've become a victim of my own violence
No one can hear me, so I suffer in silence
Where can I run to
Where can I hide
What can I do
Without my suicide

I can't seem to solve this riddle
Now the door opens a little
Just enough to fuck with my mind
So I scratch my eyes until I'm blind
Now I can't see all the pain I feel
But I know these scars are real

I've become a victim of my own violence
No one can hear me, so I suffer in silence
Where can I run to
Where can I hide
What can I do
Before I'm crucified