A Soldier In My Soul

For all the times I had to get through alone

Unlock my burden
Unleash my pain
The tears are running
Like an endless rain
Still I march on
And yet I am calm
The words I am thinking
Written on my palm
Clenched into a fist
With a powerless end
I'm back at the begining
With a heart that can't mend
Red I am seeing
But purple I feel
Blue I am being
And white makes me heal
But they all are just building
Inside of my head
My peaceful sensation
Is anger instead
I feel like I am falling
Through a life in this world
A life I've not chosen
A life that is cold
This life I must live
I must soldier on
Stomping through hard times
And hard times to come
Love cannot feel me
As generous as I am
Arms will not hold me
Not one single fan
My possessions are taken
My spirit is broke
My heart just keeps breaking
My life is a joke
So unlock my burden
Take it all away
Someone please hold me
And unleash my pain