If It Was Different

Who would I of been, only if?

Sometimes I think
If I had a chance
But even if I couldn’t go back
At least get a glance

Of how it would have been
If I didn’t grow up the way I did
And all the shit that I seen
And everything to me that happened

If I had a chance to change it all
Would it come out to be the same?
I wish I could change the pain I feel & felt from my fall
But if I didn’t have that pain, would I still be and like who I became?