Monster in my soul

Anger is still inside of me, creeping into my soul everyday...

Anger is still inside of me
Creeping into my soul everyday,
Still it haunts me and calls out.
I know it wants me back.

I know it would be easier
to just give up this life,
to take my numb path
and live my the knife.

But count to ten and back again,
I see me on the floor.
With the knife in my hand
and the blood all around,
that life is me no more.

So I forget these unpleasent thoughts
and move on with the rest of my day.
Knowing well that the monster
could come out anyway.