The Lonely Soul

It is about being heartbroken by life experiences.

Tears that are ready to spill from these swollen eyes of mine,
Are grieving over the olden time,
Because of a heart unwilling to let go,
My body and soul went with the flow,
Swimming in uncharted waters both dark and cold,
The very thing I hated is what I behold,
Turning back is easier said than done,
For my innocent days were long gone,
Taken away by heartache & pain,
I was almost driven insane,
Wholeheartedly never to love someone as I loved you ever again,
Closing the entrance to my heart from all but suffering and pain,
Wanting to open my heart,
But the fear of sorrow my mind impart.