Tired

self loathing,self hate. tired of life

Tired

I am so tired so very tired.
Tired to be and tired of me
I feel so incredibly sad
I feel so unloved, alone and confused
clinging to some ray of hope
I must be crazy or simply mad?
lover of life? well, not anymore
I feel too sad way down
deep to my core
Honestly why am I here?
What am I fighting for?
Overwhelmed with simple things
I wish I can take flight wish I had wings
I’d fly away to some unknown place
But wherever I go I will still see my face
I am so tired so very tired.
Tired to be and tired of me