Heartbroken

An regretful act

How could I have been so foolish,
How could I have been so blind,

My heart is bleeding,
It's constantly screaming,
I can't help the tears anymore,
I can't bottle them up anymore.

They now flow into the ocean,
From the mouths of streams and rivers,
Like the arteries and veins that run through my broken body.

I can't release the thoughts,
The memories, so unforgettable.

Each breath I take kills me slightly more,
I no longer have warmth, neither strength

The life is slowly being drawn out,
I miss you so, that my life has become dark,
No more light for miles in sight,

You were the only light I had,
From my judgement, my foolishness
and stupidity, I now suffer.

I suffer the loss of you.
Because I loved and still love you so.