A Matter of Time

When will he leave me?

I push and I pull
Not knowing what I want
Not ever feeling full

How long before I push another away
Even though I know in my heart
You're the first I've wanted to stay

How much will you take
Before you leave and alone I wake

The mood swings get tiring
Only a matter of time and you'll be out the door
You'll tell me you can't take it anymore

It's not at all fair to you
Soon, I fear you will leave me too

I can't help I need to be alone
I can't help my heart turns to stone

It's only a matter of time
Before a better woman you will find