There!

experimentation of form

Right            There!

Something… itchy,
Something… tugging.
Which direction?
                          To follow?
                          Or not?

Right there!
Something persistent,
something consistent.
    But…
          forgettable
   
                  Is it wrong?
    Should I take notice?
    Should I Bend
                  Fold
          And Morph
To meet desires mould?

Or not?

Should I follow that dream
                        of last night?
The Accepted
and Boasted dream.

This itch, this tug
is it even real desire?
    Where is my sign?
That others see.

                    Frustrated!
Energy born
Boiling,
              Bubbling,
                      and churning

In a sense I’m Already there,
                      Already different.
                      Already moving.
                      Already morphing.

Can I stop?
Do I want to try?
Is this worth it?

If I wait
If I look, it may be to late.

Should I?