here i am

help me pick up my life and leve every thing that i have ever known behinde me

well god here i am. waiting for you to tell me what to do.
i am puting my life in your hands now. i am trusting you compuletly.
something that i have never been able to do.
i know that i should go to the place that you want me to go
but its so hard i just need to know what to do.
i am feeling extreamly vonerable because i am doing something
that i have never done before.
i give my life to you lord because i have disied to not because i
was asked to but because i wished to and because i wish to.
so now it is up to you. put me where ever you wish me to go
alow me to meat who ever it is that i am supposed to meat.
help me to understand there needs just as much as the will allow me to
i am trusting you one hundred persent and you and i both know
that that is not easy for me to do. so do what you will with me
daddy and i will go with out falter. just dont leave my side.