The world is slowly turning

i wrote this poem around the same time that i wrote depression

The world is slowly turning
And my heart is constantly burning
Never letting out all the pain that my hearts been holding in.
Coming to the light
Never know if im right
Holding on to the past
Squeezing it oh so tight
Hard to let it go without falling apart
Holding on to my mind without dropping my heart
Day in and day out training my heart to let it go
Caught up in this pain got me feeling pretty low
Feeling all depressed
*mistress
And abused
My heart got me frustrated and I don’t know what to do
But I promised I wont give up I wont let me lose.