BLOWN UP

ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP ( NO I HAVENT HAD THIS BEFORE)

I WANNA BLOW UP IN UR FACE!
TELL U HOW I FEEL AND WALK AWAY!
FALL FLAT ON THE GROUND
THTZ WHERE I LAY.
CANT GO ANYWHERE TIED ON A STRING.
JUST WANNA BE LOVED.

I AM A SHADOW IN YOUR MIND!
I AM JUST AN OBJECT OF SOME KIND!
LOCKED IN A ROOM,
WITH NO DOORS!
WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE THIS WAY?
CANT U JUST CHAT AND STAY?
ALWAYS FINDING A WAY TO HURT ME!
THIS ISNT CLOSE TO WHAT I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE
PUSHED AND SHOVED INTO THE WALL.
CANT GO ANY FARTHER JUST TRYING TO CRAWL...

STUCK HERE DEBATING......
WILL I WIN OR LOSE?
I AM SPINNING OUT OF CONTROL.....
LOSING MY SIGHT OF YOU...
CANT STOP FALLING
FARTHER AND FARTHER