LOVE WITH SOMEONE I HATE

This contains the feeling of a person accidentally in loved with the one he hateS.

I don’t know how, what I feel
A love or hate with someone dear
I guessed a lot of reasons why
But my heart tells, “I love him ‘til I die”.

Why do I love someone I hate?
Though there’s some love that I can’t see
Whether it’s true or not to be longed
Maybe I give a chance for heart is song.

It’s an incident to love the one I hate
Feeling like I’m only hurting myself.
What should I do to let it end?
And have a new heart for love to spend.

Oh, what’s this bursting in my heart?
Just like a beat of tambourines wide
Wish that anybody can help
cover the worries and such pain in my self.

Why should I feel like this?
Like a rolling ball and boom of thunder
Like a bursting tide in ocean’s laughter,
With unexplainable feeling for dear.

This should not happen anymore
This is not the feeling I have before
And now I’m in love with someone I hate
then, carry the grammar of unshakable faith.

After many years and great distance
I may forget his name
There’s someone who listens in me
There’s someone I love more.