Release from Pain

About pain and just wanting it all to end..The rating for the poem is a just in case...

Can't sleep,
No way out.
Alone, lost,
Dead inside.

Wanna leave,
Stop the pain.
Can't, promised,
Have to stay.

Pain won't end,
Always growing.
Non-stop, hurting others,
Isolation.

No solution,
No friends
Only pain can
Come from friendship.

Die today,
Less pain tomorrow...
Less pain for all,
Then if I stayed

Too afraid to leave,
too afraid to stay

Need relief,
Peace of mind
Want to escape
But left behind

No release, only
Tears, never ending.
Wants to scream
But has no voice

Where's relied?
Can it be found?
Is it here or
Is it death?

She'll never know
The fear paralyzes/
She's strong and yet...

Afraid to go,
Yet afraid to stay.
The pain must end
But how?

Every solution,
Causes more.
She'll never stop
Her tears from falling