Unlike Anything Else

She says she loves me but requests that she makes the next contact I struggle while I wait

Trying to decide whats best
Is not like anything else

You can heed a warning
to the point of good
or follow past to bad

She used to say
she loved you and
You always loved her back

Other times it's
not the nicest.
Rather coldly
cast aside for
what she'd rather have.

When you've held her
For a long time
Now she fears your smell

She claims to feel
the same as always
But rejects your calls

Trying to decide whats best
Is not like anything else