The awakening

I want him

Reinventing the laws of reality
Ill make my own
I feel powerless in your presence
I feel like I own the world
You are in my head
In my dreams, my matrix
In my soul, it aches
I am
Yours
Where can I go to escape the thought
The memory of your touch
The sparkle in your eye
When you look at me
It is something not to be forgotten
Branded into my daily regimen
Haunting me in sleep
Taunting me in my waking hours
I lye in bed at night
caressing at my flesh
I pretend that you can see
Oh the madness
Imagining your excitement
Your rise
Gasping for each breath
liquid lust burning my eyes...
speechless afterglow
The passion that has been contained
What you have done to my psyche
When I see your face once weekly
I breathe you in from a dirty payphone
Covered in muggy handprints
I feel light, the bind lifted
I feel whole, infinite void transformed
It is enchanting, paranormal
Your power
The hold
The awakening
And once again I believe
There may be something more to this life
Than us
.