Just friends

a friend who feels a bit too much for the other...

Green, blue, grey...
Your eyes look more like a mix of these colours
when you're resting there by my side,
I feel the warmth radiating from your body,
and it makes me feel so good,
so good to be there with you, only you.

I turn my eyes away your face,
try to think we're only friends
even if sometimes it might feel difficult.

I hide myself behind my lustful thoughts,
and let my hand wonder around your body.
thinking why it always takes so long before u say stop.

Even when i do that,
I still think of how cute u looked,
resting by my side,
looking into my eyes.....
And how much i just wanted to pull you close,
wrap my arms around you,
give you a little kiss
and fall asleep while holding you to me...