Hate or Love you.?

hate that I love you

You kill me inside.
You kill me so well.
You drive me insane. 
You put me through hell.

I hate those gorgeous eyes
that are just like daggers
They pierce my heart
and make my soul shatter.

I hate those lying lips
that kiss me with passion
they hit me before
I ever knew what happened. 

I hate your seducing voice
which whispers sweet nothings in my ear.
It makes me wish that
forever I could keep you near.

I hate you so much
it makes me unsure
do I love you or hate you
which one means more