Pretend

Written about the same ex.

I must pretend
Nothing was real
You never mattered
We weren't supposed to be
Ever.

I have to pretend
My life's complete
I don't miss you
We weren't perfect together
Ever.

I try to pretend
These tears don't really fall
I'm not falling part
We weren't here to save each other
Ever.

I want to pretend
That you were never in my life
There's not a piece of me missing
We weren't each other's other half
Ever.

I must pretend
You weren't my first
That I can find another
We weren't going to leave each other
Ever.

I have to pretend
I don't want to speak to you
That I care about others more
We weren't best friends
Ever.

I try to pretend
That you were nothing
You were just a liar
We weren't going to try agian
Ever.

I want to pretend
That these nights aren't so lonely
You want to be held too
We weren't in love
Ever.