Why me

This about my dad that was never there for me

Does my dad love me?
If so , why did he leave me?
I need him now you see
But of course, he's too busy for me.

My dad is 34
He has a girlfriend, or maybe more
He's not busy for them
But me,
How could this be?

When day has gone by
And darkness is upon the sky
I sit in a chair
And myself, why?


Do i have time to spare
For a man like my dad
Who makes me so mad
That i want to cry?

I think i love my dad
But why can't he?
Why me
Please help me, please...




- I wrote this when i was 12 years old..