Deeper into Reality

A poem I wrote...

Tears fall from my face
and onto my soaked pillow.
I cry all night,
thinking about my place
in this life.
How long will I be in pain?
How long will I suffer?
How can this cruel world go on
like nothing has happened?
The real world may continue,
but mine has taken a detour...
taking me farther away from my dream
and deeper into reality.
Am I all alone for this wild ride?