I will wait.

Something I felt...and wrote...when he said "no"

The thought provokes me still,
         And I wish that you could know,
How much I really feel for you,
          How far that I should go.
And though I should feel poignant,
          I must say, I feel blessed;
To see that charming smile,
          -it makes me such a mess-,
When you told me we can’t be,
          Two together, you and I.
Heart! It did break down in tears
          But no, it did not die.
I thank God you did not see,
          The drops fall from angel’s eyes,
When you found an excuse to go,
          And as we whispered our good-byes.
If friendship is what you ask from me,
          Then friendship is what I’ll give to thee
And if the day should come, pray tell;
          That you do care for me as well.