Black Rainy Day

This is something I wrote in the rain so i could understand the emotion.

What to do, what to say
on a black and rainy day.
Thick gray clouds that block the sky
I look at my life and wonder why.
If its you or if its me
Will the pain just let us be?
If the sun would just break out
there would be less to worry about.
Can't they see and let us be
Instead they try to control me.
Pushing me both here and there
Thinking that I'm tear and wear.
Let me say that I am not
I hope there bodies burn and rot.
That may be mean but I don't care.
The pain is what I cannot bear.
Raindrops of hate fall on my face
I wish our love would interlace.
Nothing then could make us bend
and we would last til the end.